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[10 May 2003|09:29pm] |
Oh wow, I just came to check out my old journal. Old, old memories. Egh.
Anyway, I've had a different journal for a while
http://www.livejournal.com/users/suchasthis
I post in that one now if you want to add me to your friends list there.
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[26 Jan 2003|12:59pm] |
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I broke the coffee maker, lol. I'm drinking whatever coffee went through.
Someone do my Taming of the Shrew paper. When the hell is that damned feast?
Kyle may come over to get me to study, but I'm unsure.
Let me tell you all about those strechmarks I don't have. They are just EVERYWHERE.
Ooh leg cramp.
Nine Inch Nails is beautiful.
Today's the superbowl huh? Okay men, don't beat your wives. I've seen it all before. Women with black eyes coming in the following Monday to dad's work for a divorce. Sad stuff. Okay, I've only really seen one or two, but that's too many!
Ick bad breath.
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[26 Jan 2003|02:03am] |
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my insanely depressing rants are moved here so I'll stop filling up everyone's friends pages lol. Later.
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[26 Jan 2003|12:06am] |
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I went and saw Chicago with Sam, Melissa, Adam, and Chris. It was pretty good, except all the women in it looked like 12 year old boys. I told Sam we should get up there. At least we look like women. I love my hips and boobs. I'm never going to be self conscious again, lol.
I felt sorry for the husband though. Poor guy. That woman was a bitch. The way they did the movie was great though.
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[25 Jan 2003|07:12pm] |
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kyle bailed out on studying with me tomorrow. says it's because of his family. *shrug* i really needed someone to study with, but oh well.
i don't know when the shakespeare thing is. i thought it was on finals, but Mrs P said that she's combining 2nd and 3rd, but how could you combine both without both periods missing one final from another class? bah.
sam and melissa might be coming over and we might see a movie. that would be cool. kyle was mad that i didn't invite him, but i didn't find out until fifteen minutes ago.
today sucks.
"Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here"
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[25 Jan 2003|03:10pm] |
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Went to Fred Meyers to restock on groceries and get food for Shakspeare. I volunteered for more food for Shakepeare than I bought for my house :/ Mom, Kody, and I went to Burgerville (uggghhh...too much food) and then she dyed my hair reddish brown. I haven't rinsed it yet, but I think it'll look okay. Sonny and his friend stopped by to check out the house. I want to stay here by myself, but I won't be allowed to do that forever! Oh well. Melissa called me when I was in the bathroom of Burgerville. It was really funny. Anyway, I'm off.
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[25 Jan 2003|10:48am] |
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my cramps hurt so baaad uuggghh...
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[24 Jan 2003|11:41pm] |
cramp cramp cramp. can't...find...heating...pad...
so anyway, i've been playing the sims like a maniac. i decided to get off my butt and clean the kitchen. still waiting for the floor to dry. it's usually at night that I feel the urge to clean. I want to clean up the living room, but that is just one big mess that I don't know what to do with. Going to Kyle's on Sunday to study for finals. We talked it through, but I still hold grudges. Tomorrow he says he's gonna prove me wrong. I sure hope so.
cramps! agghh they get worse and worse.
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[24 Jan 2003|07:42pm] |
Anyway, let's write about my day.
After first period I realized I didn't have my book report (I had the old copy, not then new one) so I just decided to go home. I did Kyle's Redd Dirt paper for him and e-mailed it to him (like he begged me to do) and it ended up he didn't even bother printing it at school and giving it to Mr. Tomlinson. So much for an hours worth of nothing. I spent the day playing The Sims and started my period. Good to know Kyle's wish for me to get pregnant so I would be stuck with him didn't come true. I think I ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich today. I've been too upset to really eat much. I took a nap and woke up around the same time Kyle would get home and he was being a complete jackass (as he usually is with his friends) and pretended to be the victim again. I think it's funny that he went off to flirt around with Amy and tried to tell me it wasn't his fault and that I was the bad guy and he was the victim. Yeah, so I missed my B major scale, but who cares. It's cold in the house and the heat is up, but I'm still in a heap of clothing and attempting to type with gloves. No fun. Melissa is supposed to come over, but she has no ride and I don't think Rich will let her come. He's afraid one of her ex boyfriends will show up (NOBODY shows up at my house). Nik offered to take me to taco bell to hang out with his friend Faith, but he doesn't know where I live and he says he may decide not to go anywhere tonight. Looks like tonight is going to be boring.
Tomorrow's prediction: Amy and Kyle will have some sort of sexual involvement tomorrow.
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[24 Jan 2003|05:29pm] |
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It's funny when I keep running back to the person who lies, manipulates, and hurts without conviction when right here in front of me is someone else willing to show me true care.
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[24 Jan 2003|03:09pm] |
"Screwing Kyle over right now by the truth is a really big goal in my life right now-even if that sounds awful. I'm really angry with him, and dont worry I'm not ever going to try to get with him again. Ever." -Amy
"Amy wants to drill cirtcuits into your hips" -Luis
"I wouldn't care if you sat by some hot guys at something" - Kyle
"Yes you would. I can't even get online to post in livejournal before calling you without you throwing a huge fit." -Me
"Whatever, I wouldn't care."
"You're so full of shit."
"You're being a bitch, I don't want to talk to you."
Um...sorry for being honest.
You're all god damned two-faced liars. I hope you all fuck each other. Amy still wants Kyle, Kyle still wants Amy, and Luis wants to fuck them all.
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[23 Jan 2003|11:27pm] |
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It's pathetic when you go to your inbox, says 18 messages, and then you realize it's all livejournal comments. If you wan to converse with people other than me, there is this thing called AIM. What a concept. Starlight, John, take it to the IM windows guys.
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[23 Jan 2003|09:02pm] |
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lies lies lies
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[23 Jan 2003|02:28pm] |
The week before finals is so stressful! It's last minute that teachers tell you what's on the test to give you minimal time as possible to study. A decent teacher would tell you what is on it two weeks before, so you have that time to study, not the weekend before. Bah! *stress*
Day was good overall.
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[23 Jan 2003|06:40am] |
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My (really crappy) book report is done! Now in first period all I have to do is make little cards telling me what to say and then to get it over with. I get to go to school with new way cool backpack. Haha not really. Okay, I'm done.
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[22 Jan 2003|06:53pm] |
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This book report is driving me crazy. I need to take Jared's and rewrite it to fit Tomlinson's format for Kyle. I thought I'd be decent since he's got a lot of family issues during the moment. And math is killing me. I'm still hoping for a B (along with the rest of my classes). I still have that B scale to work on and I didn't take my horn home with me. I bathed it last night and water got clogged in it. At least it's water that's clogged in it and not spit. There's that test on Friday on literary terms, also. The week before finals is more hectic than the week of finals. I'll be happy to start a new semester. I think honors classes caught me by surprise. I BSd through my classes last year with As and this year I got slammed in the face, lol. I HAVE to get a B or higher on the test in biology on natural selection and evolution or else my borderline B will drop to a C. Enough about grades.
So I've gone on a dieting/exercising spree. Hawaii is around the corner and there will be colorguard girls walking around in their skimpy bikinis proving a point. Tennis is going to come up too and I don't think I'll do any better and I don't really care either. It's just a sport to do. I'm not looking for scholarships.
I am so happy for the internet. It makes me joyful.
Off to doing book reports and things.
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[22 Jan 2003|05:49pm] |
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Okay, so here we go (and no, I don't have curteousy and will say what I damn well want)
On the 11th events occured with Amy and Kyle and I went pretty nuts and Amy said she'd basically keep her nose out of it, because she "didn't want to interfere." Well, Kyle and I were doing pretty good for the week and my intentions for breaking up with him were to redevelope our friendship. Since every time I merely talk to a guy he wigs out, I assumed that it was a break up that didn't include seeing other people. Well, Friday night he called and I had friends over and I asked him to talk about his day, but he said no and wanted to go. Two minutes later he calls back and is like, "Why can't you take five minutes away from your friends to talk to me?" I was like "Kyle, I just gave you that opportunity." So he was pissed about it and the next day decided to do the hypocritical thing and run off to Amy. As far as I know of, she was running around to Luis and him flaunting her underwear and offering Kyle blowjobs underneath the covers. Slut. Kyle and I went at it for a few days, but in the end he chose me over her (thank god, it would be waste to throw a year relationship away for a whore). We're dating again and pretty happy and I'm hoping Kyle doesn't do something retarded this Saturday. It's funny that he always assumes I'm going to run off with a guy or go flirt or things like that and he goes and does it. He didn't want me to get my license today, because I might visit Brian or Adam and he thinks I'd hook up with him. Brian and I dated before and it didn't work out, but he's still a really cool guy and that pretty much is that and Adam is practically a brother and that would be incest. So, this week has been good, despite that Kyle has had family and school problems. All in an all, I have an extreme hatred for Amy and would like to beat her skinny ass, but I suppose I would get suspended for it. I hate you Amy Presson and I really hope the next guy you hook up with uses you, because you're such a slut and leaves you to rot in your own misery.
oh yes, I realize that techincally this post would be "immature" and I should just "ignore" the situation, but as Amy probably had planned, I have been pissed all week. She had him for 8th grade and lost the opportunity. Offer to stick your mouth on someone else's cock
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[22 Jan 2003|05:35pm] |
My internet is back up and I have much to say, but I'll say it later after I catch up with things.
Oh yeah, I failed my driver's test with a 76. Retesting next Wednesday.
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[19 Jan 2003|07:33pm] |
I'm alive, my internet is down because Broadband screwed up our internet bill.
Amy is a dirty whore.
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